Jenny stretched her petit body to its full extent, kicking with her feet to get the tiredness out of her limbs. A big yawn sounded next to her as her little brother woke up from Jennys trampling. She grinned and got up on her knees, grabbing her pink-dotted pillow. With a loud thump she hit him on his head, and from under the pillow came a muffled squeal. Seconds later, they were rolling around the room in a big mass of sheets, bumping into furniture left and right. Suddenly, Jenny heard someone coming down the hallway, the loud sound of sandals on wood ringing in her flexible ears. She sneezed, nervous about this big day.
When the doo
I dont need your shoulder anymore,
no more living in past realms
of things that long faded into
the stagnant pool of your deceit.
Freed, thats how I feel.
Your boneless shackles drop to the ground
and slither back into
the dark holes they were born from.
Your soulless eyes, shining with a
sapphire brilliance,
they cant hypnotize any longer.
Your body is now an old rug,
worn, used and your feathers ruffled.
And underneath the polyester stumps
you are bare stripped naked,
shallow and pitied.
I feel like touching you, not out of lust,
but only because you look so sad now.
Im afraid that if I turn around
I found you in the open fields,
feathers everywhere.
Your pretty face hidden beneath
your long and tear-streaked hair.
A broken halo in your hands,
I brought you right back home.
I washed your hair and hid the tears
under lustful bubbling foam.
I wished for an eternity of
us being all wed know.
But wishing never really helps,
I had to let you go.
I saw you leave and fly away
on sunlit golden wings.
You promised me you would return,
we promised us so many things.
And now you sit right next to me,
and havent aged a day.
While I grew grey and old and death,
is only just away.
But that is why you came to me,
to un
I war
You fight
He die
We tell
She cry
I think
you might
dye him
purple we
cry Her
heart is
given to
those who fought
For the man next to him,
He died a hero.
Dry your gown and go to bed,
The sun will never go down
In his moistly smiling eyes,
Staring blankly up to heaven
While the troops march on.
I send my angel home by CuriousGeorgie, literature
Literature
I send my angel home
You tripped and fell,
A feather landed,
Softly on the ground.
Next to a woman crying loud,
Thats how you were found.
I carried you back to my home,
A broken halo in your hands,
I mended it and too, your heart,
Was once more homeward bound.
I brought you back to the may-sprung field,
Smoothed your feathers over,
You flipped your wings and all around,
Flew the golden clover.
You never turned around, not once,
But I saw you in the sky,
Thats why we both now await,
The day that I will die.
I ride into the forest, deep
It reaches, far and widening,
To open up into a place,
Where birds see and take flight.
But forest spirits shoot at sight
And no mercy shows in blackened eyes
When black is all they see at night,
Darkness veiled by growing light,
The black crow now set free by that
Which caged him all his life.
Pouring down like summer rain,
My words splatter on the pavement,
Moistening your jacket with
The tip of my tongue.
My sweet lullabies tell
Of crackling thunderstorms.
Make yourself at home here
And shelter from the wind.
Would you like a cup of water,
Filled with tell-tale fantasies?
Sweat for me in the heat of love,
Tell me how you feel.
Dont go out yet, dear,
Its full of scary stories.
The wind still howls and sweeps them up,
Throws them in your face.
Stay and drink another glass,
Take a long, hot bath.
Accept my silent proposal,
Feel my desire,
Feel the rain.
Guilty choices, innocent deception,
Moral is made wrong in this horrible contraption,
Ethical questions will bleach in the dark,
Welcome to the lair of the devils Zodiark.
Back-boned creatures without skin,
The naked truth,
A giant milky cloth,
The caverns roof,
The law of Murphy rules the land,
Edens garden polluted by serpents,
The way of the damned is all that survives in the light of the unholy.
Preach for all your life is worth,
Run away to no accord,
The time has come for the abbysmal lust.
Unleashed upon this sleepy world,
The very soul of humans boiled,
Down into the ocean of gore,
No more.
Come now
I give you the galaxy by CuriousGeorgie, literature
Literature
I give you the galaxy
When the moon is high and the sky fell low,
When darkness falls and the stars they show,
Thats the time that we are rising.
We shine all through the firmament,
Past stars and birds, lend me a hand,
Come along on this faithful journey.
I wish that I had more to give,
Than only this little galaxy,
But I hope it proves my love for you.
When we then kiss, the sparks will fly,
A billion glitters in the sky,
A new life sprouted from our hands.
And hand in hand we will walk down,
On endless rainbows, then well frown,
Waking up, put back in bed.
But when you feel the little star,
Inside your belly, kicking hard,
You
The planet is my warden by CuriousGeorgie, literature
Literature
The planet is my warden
A feeling, if felt true and through,
Might indicate the past,
To realize this raw potential,
You need the pain to last.
You need to feel, embrace and peel,
Off your inner conflicts,
To see the truth that freedom holds,
The reason were all convicts.
Escape means death and so departing,
All that we hold dear and far,
There is no means for prison bars,
When all we see is raped and marred,
I feel like I need a promise now,
To make me feel again.
The downside of doubt by CuriousGeorgie, literature
Literature
The downside of doubt
It will inevitably, consecutively destroy all the things that we once wrought between you and me, and it will finally, conclusively bring down all the walls of illusion, creating the conclusion of this intrusion wretching the dillusion of the fusion of our souls to make the collusion all the worse, feeling no remorse for this divorce and endorse upon us such sheer force as to set the path for the final course that rings on the last chords from the guitar of the band creating the universe with their notes, and all of mankind loaths the foul secretion from their throats as it throws us into the despair of not knowing where and how to care for t
angry skies collide, again and again, sad worlds divide for the first time, its very obvious that I am the Fool played by Time's hand like amarrionette on strings. I dont hear the things that are very transparent like glass that cracked and I know I threw the stone, tell me again why the story is sad? It's because he lost the best dream that he ever had.
The glass is jagging through my brain, we congratulate the sane for our castles all collapsed, mourning the time that has passed while we lost ourselves in translation, there's just to much to face and we are reborn under the stars, embedded with a lifetime's scars while reality pours back
When i stare up at the sky,
The clouds dance before my eyes,
And write your name in snow-white letters.
When i look down at the ground,
A tremble reforms the Earth,
And carves your name into the jagged stone.
When i look at my reflection in the pond,
I see you rising up behind me,
Laying your head on my shoulder.
And when i look at you,
I see in the reflection of your eyes,
That you left my name on every streetcorner.
These words describe that which we have no words for,
What has existed since the birth of man,
So don't leave yet darling, stay till tomorrow,
And hold on forever tonight.
The treetops swaying, my the soul the blade and the innocent pray on this judgment day that i would stay away and i will slay yet another village, only letting the flames live to pillage and turn what was once mine to ash, the dash and the bash my act of revenge, spreading the stench of blood and decay, taking the way that takes away and destroys the unknowing, not showing my sorrow for this load i bear and the care for the fair, the fact i do not spare or judge what i kill, staying still as my chill is followed by the fire and tired i drag along my pain, going insane as i pursue the maimed soul i contain, staining my name with blood-red burn
Mind-controlled suicide by CuriousGeorgie, literature
Literature
Mind-controlled suicide
Mind-controlled suicide:
The lace unwinds as you race through the maze, the shock hits your face as you lose your pace and you trip on the wire set for your mind, the ropes tighten and bind without kindness and mindless you wander on through the day, instinctively stepping aside for the things in your way as you say and mumble your apolegetic excuses it fuses and melts your brain, you go insane from the pain of being audient as the fraudulent creature uses your features to mould your life, sold to the knife as your life fleets down on the floor and the coldness of it is felt nomore by the senses that once where yours.
'No, I don't want too, I'm sick of it!' a boy runs off, chased by an old, filthy looking man with a long, greased beard. The boy is running for his life, praying he won't fall back into the hands of that old bastard He has been misused for too long ..
He looks around as he swings around the corner, but because of that he doesn't notice the girl standing in a shadow, staring at the clouds. He hits her right in the stomach, and as he slows down to apologise, he regretfully sees that she's beautiful, with her brown, wavy hair dancing around her face, while the innocently amazed look in her deep green eyes is strengthened by the small
Saturday morning, a slip, a crash,
5 seconds on the news and there, for most people, it ends.
But not for us,
The survivors, those who keep the memories alive.
The parents are led past the police tape,
Unbelief as they see the car,
Wretched iron, smoking from the heat.
The call to school,
The well-meant condoleances,
And as the phones start ringing,
A chain of tears spreads across the country.
People get together, talking about everyday life,
Trying to realize what happened.
The realization, the soothing words,
A dark shade covers the world,
And nobody notices but us.
Photoalbums, sticky lime,
Remembering him as he was.
Flee
The loop of moon and sun,
The dark and deathly stun,
The mid-air leap is frozen,
The wolf no longer dozing,
The strength of luna triggering,
The hairy beast is lingering,
The roaring frenzy inside your skin,
The beastly longings sickening,
And driven by madness you give in.
The hair and nails are growing,
The lupine beast keeps sowing,
Seeds of hatred blossom free,
Growing into burning trees,
The soft whisper of the footsteps beats,
And pushes away your memory.
Here concludes the tragedy,
Of what happened between you and me,
Slashing at your arteries,
The humanity of my heart bleeds,
As the breeding pain inside me feeds,
O
Rifts in time and raw dimensions,
Faintly chimes and building tensions,
My thoughts are mine, in pain I fall,
In bliss I climb, in love I walk.
I think of you, in thoughts I do,
But in truth, my feelings bruise,
The wounds you cause, in pain I fall,
In bliss I browse, and walk this hall.
Forever more, forever mine,
This is my store, but I am blind,
I read in silence, still can't find.
Where are you now, where did you go,
Can't find you here, or feel your glow,
Guide my hope and light my way,
Please don't leave yet, darling......stay.
The lush nature surrounding Nena completely filled her mind. She greedily absorbed the diversity of green that you can only experience in the wild, the little meandering river with crystal-clear water which led to a series of muddy ponds in a swampy plot of land to her left, the vividly checkered flowers that where spread across the scene like bright little dots of joy, the scurrying of little insects beneath her feet and all around the forest, the rustle of the heart-shaped leaves of the giant trees as a group of small monkeys playfully broke the serenity, and the lazy fish that extended his head above one of the ponds to drowsily look for t
angry skies collide, again and again, sad worlds divide for the first time, its very obvious that I am the Fool played by Time's hand like amarrionette on strings. I dont hear the things that are very transparent like glass that cracked and I know I threw the stone, tell me again why the story is sad? It's because he lost the best dream that he ever had.
The glass is jagging through my brain, we congratulate the sane for our castles all collapsed, mourning the time that has passed while we lost ourselves in translation, there's just to much to face and we are reborn under the stars, embedded with a lifetime's scars while reality pours back
Current Residence: Holland Favourite genre of music: Music in general Favourite style of art: Literature, poetry, movies. Operating System: Windows Vista Plus MP3 player of choice: I-pod Skin of choice: White trash Personal Quote: I love you~
Favourite Visual Artist
Megan <333
Favourite Movies
Final Destination
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Snowpatrol~
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Karl May
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Maplestory
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Computer
Tools of the Trade
My keyboard, a pencil and whatever paper's available
Now rank 5 on Twilight MS. What a no-lifer, eh? x]
I've had, and have, a burnout. My tics came back worse than ever and I was stuttering, it was just scary. I eased down a bit now, but I still feel pretty horrible. My poetry just isn't getting better and there's not much inspiration anymore, so I think I need to take a step back on that? I don't know. God I'm getting myself depressed again. =(
Eh, sorry guys, you know how I am with journals. Anyways, time for an update!
Some of you will know since you play it with me, but I now play TwilightMS, a private Maplestory server. Currently rank 17 and content with being a small-time top 20 guy.
I am also a GM/half serious tester of MoograMS, the server of a friend. It's just a testing server, and it's not technically a server since we don't have one yet and currently play through Hamachi, but whatever.
This is my first day of school after a week of heavenly vacation, and I'm already getting moody and sarcastic. But ahw well, I'll live.
So how was your first day after the Autumn break?
From vacation....for about 3 weeks now, but I just didn't feel like updating my journal. But now I'm back! And going through quite a hard period in my e-life right now, so there's many conflicting emotions to get inspired by. Be ready for some pretty melancholic and dark poetry, full of hate, spite, sorrow and yearning for that special someone.